CHOPPED is the right word....=(

MY


HAIR


KENA


CHOP!!!!

by Puan Joyce.....=.=llll MA DE!!!! WTF MAN!!!! Now i had no choice but to cut off my fringe....SHIT!!!! my hair look kanasai until it growns longer then....BABI PUNYA ORANG!!!! LOL!!!

oo well! wat to do...nvmlar, although I look quite different without fringe...xD Nvm...this is gonna take sum getting use to....or I could come to school with CAVE MAN HAIR?...xD

anyways, this the most useless post i have ever done...=.=

Why u delete it?!

WHY YOU DELETE IT???!!!

HOLY SHIT!!!!

Ok....
So, today me, Guo Unn, Man Ning and Jing Sheng went to Midvalley. =)

Me, Jing Sheng and Guo Unn were suppose to meet at kanna by 9 am. I woke up by 6 a.m coz I wanted to study Physics before going...xD So I did Physics from 6.30 to 8 am. I got ready in less than 5 minutes. Then I called my dad to send me to school. Apparently, he has work at 10 am so he wants to leave by 9 sumting. I told that it was too late, so went to my mom...xD My mom was still in bed. I WOKE HER UP!!!! xD Then she told me to ask my dad....Then my dad told me to ask my mom....Then my mom said I am tired, ask yr dad to sendlar...so i went to him and he said ok but 9 sumting...=.=lll

So I had 2 options:

1) wait for my dad until 9 sumting and let Guo Unn and Jing Sheng wait at Kanna for me...

2) WALK TO SCHOOL!!!!!

Naturally, I would pick option 2 which was WALKING TO SCHOOL!!!!! WOWW!!!!! I have done it before...but today i used another route...xD Trust me when I say this....The distance from my house to school is quite short by car but by foot.....it can be FATAL!!!! xD Just kiding...=)

Anyways, It was a good experience...coz all the aunty and uncle look at me...xD I mean why wouldn't they??!!! I mean, you dont always see a high school student walking early in the morning...xD

I reached after 1 and a half hours....which was 9.45 am...=.=lll
I should have used the bus from my area to old town. Then take another bus to school....but I was too anxious about waiting for the GODDAMN BUS!!!! and the time I would reach Kanna...xD

So, we took off to MMO at Asia Jaya for a while...then we took a cab to Midvalley straight to meet Man Ning by 12.30 pm. After that, we went to get 3 tickets to the movie, "Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief". Honestly if I had to rate the movie within 10, I would give 7!!! =D It was quite interesting....It was more related to the Greek History of Gods...like Zeus, Poseidon, and Hades....

Anyways, we went to Noodle Station to have our lunch...AWESOME FOOD MAN!!!!! seriously!!!! ever since I recomended it to Guo Unn, Its like our regular restaurant there...xD We didnt actually take any photo's this time.......no mood actually... =)

After that Jing Sheng had to leave by 3. So it was only me, Guo Unn and Man Ning... So we go 'hang kai'.... We went around to look for clothes for the 5S1 Chinese New Year Dinner this Friday.... I wanted to buy a new shirt...coz the dress code is semi-formal.....haih!!!! I have been wearing too much of semi-formal...If it was freestyle, I would wear some shorts with a shirt. xD

Anyways, todays outing was also indirectly for releasing stress....=) After that, we left about 7.30 pm...=) Eh, Guo Unn...just wanted to say one thing before I leave....just for fun......





***YEEEAAAAAAAA MMAAAAAAAAANNN!!!!!***



LOL!!!! Anyways, I am already learning to forgive and forget...and I dont hate you...=)

Just wanted to make sure....xD

Don't see me anymore!

WALAO WEI!!! Just dont see me anymore!!!

I'll go bboy all this unnecessary feeling out!!!! I dun feel sad but angry....

I try to be kind, but u still wanna be that ...FINE!!!

KRIS ALLEN!!!!!!! but i dont feel as happy as i shud...

ALL I CAN SAY IS AAAAAAAA!!!!!! OMG!!! Kris Allen wei!!!! I went to Midvalley to see his concert and get his signature on my album!!!

A few of us went to watch Kris Allen coz I had 2 tickets. =) HE WAS SO F***ING AWESOME!!!!! WOW!!!! THAT WAS THE BEST CONCERT I HAVE EVER BEEN TO!!!!! I really am a Kris Allen fan!!!!! HAHAAHAH!!!! anyways, we took some pictures.xD

I dont know why, but when we got through the line, and we were waiting in front of the ball room, I suddenly didnt have any mood to go for the concert.

I guess its coz of a certain sumone......
that person...........
nvm.....HAIH!!!!!!!

Anyways, while waiting for Kris Allen to show up on the stage.....I just left the ball room. I left out in tears!!!! Seriously!!!! OK!!!! I am a guy!!! but I admit!!!! I CRIED!!!!! A LOT!!!!!! imagine not crying for 9 years, and suddenly u just cant stop crying!!!!! I was on the phone with Guo Unn while I was crying....I really wish I went with Guo Unn! Its not that I am gay with him or anything.....Its because....of......sum person

HAIH!!!! FORGET IT!!!! That person made me feel so hurt that I cant even imagine the pain I went through that night. It was damn horrible!!!! Then, i went back into the concert when calmed my self down. I guess now I LOVE KRIS ALLEN EVEN MORE coz all his songs can really relate to wat happened and how I felt that time... Suddenly, JJ and Ean from Hitz.Fm started to throw the American Idol bag containing a limited edition American Idol shirt inside. I was so devastated that I was like about to give life itself.....So i held my hand out and shrugged. Suddenly, the bag just landed on my hand!!!!! WTF!!!! OMG!!!! I never expected that!!!! But, at that time...I felt no different. I was still EXTREMELY SAD!!!!!!! I was actually crying. Through the whole concert, I was crying. MY TEARS JUST KEPT ON ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEKS!!!!!! WOW!!! I AM SUCH A GIRL!!! I CANT BELIEVE I CRIED FOR...THAT PERSON!!!!! HAIH!!!

I feel LIKE AN ASSHOLE!!!! All my efforts are wasted on that person. I try so hard just to at least make an impression to that person but, haih...when he comes....that person just runs and waits for him...WOW!!!! I wish I had sumone like that!!!! IT WAS SO HURTING!!!!! I FEEL SO USED!!!! I DONT KNOW WAT TO FEEL ANYMORE!!!!!

I shud have tot it was too good to be true....I mean like come on!!!! The whole day was going so well!!!!!....until....... =( I tot I could make a good impression to....



I even planned out for this week, everyday I give sumting unexpected to.... and on friday I will tell..... everything.....but now I am having second thoughts abt it! I even drew a portrait!!!! Hu would do that ?!!! OMG!!! I drew it with so much effort that it look SO DAMN REALL!!!! I was so proud of my self for putting a 110% into it...then.....HAIH!!!! this thing happened!!!! I even twisted my finger coz I used a blade to carve the picture and words on a card i made....I was DAMN ANGRY WITH....that I just tore the card into pieces and just threw it every where...I even threw the other things as well...I baked cookies for...I just took the cookies and threw it away.....I am also not surprise if ....... threw away the portrait.... I DONT REALLY CARE!!!!! I only have one thing say...


I DONT LOVE U ANYMORE!!!!!!


Well, wat ever u were planning...It worked...u r happy but i am not! If u rejected me in another way, it wouldnt have to be like this but....I nvr expect u to this to me!!!!!!!!

I DONT WANNA SEE U EVER!!!!!

I cried the whole time...even after coming back home...I didnt even sleep....COZ I WAS CRYING!!!! even in the morning i tried not to show my dad I was crying...but I was until I reached the school canteen in the morning. Then all my friends were so worried about me. Coz my eyes were damn red coz I cried too much!!!! Then Kristy and Joshua stayed back with me until 7 pm and to Redbox with me to release STRESS!!!! ARRRRRGHHHHH!!!!!! Honestly!!! I works!!!! I am feeling much better now!!! I have no more stress d!!!! U noe y?? Coz I dont love that person d!!!! So, I am just gonna move on!!!! I have to stay strong!!!!

p.s: I shud have given up long time ago!!!! I always tot maybe wat if there was a 1% chance at least.....I could probably make it at least 60%. but i guess....I got played!!!! NVM!!!! I just keep listening to Kris Allen and hopefully I feel MUCH MUCH BETTER!!!!! =D



To a new beginning!!!